I like making love with my lover, in the dark. There, I can be who I see myself as? I can become sexy, and desirable, and confident? and when my lover feels me as all those things and more, I can relax and concentrate on the moment at hand.
Now, I am fully aware that I?m not a teenager any more, and I may be a woman who has ugly thighs and some cellulite, for now I want to be thought of as sexy, in this time, this place, involved in this adjective I want to be involved in? being a lover, being loved and wanted and needed for tonight. For this is the completeness I seek.
I still remember the boldness and the confidence being a hundred and twenty- five pounds gave me. I need to remember it. It?s how I must see myself at a time such as this. Envisioning I have the TINA TURNER legs, and the JENNIFER LOPAZ ass. I was imperfect at the time, to most of all me, while my body was the envy of many older women and men. I didn?t see it, and now I wish I had.
There is an old clich?? that youth is wasted on the young. I don?t remember where I heard it, but I probably remember this so well, because I am convinced that it?s true. Right this moment, when my lover is massaging me with oils and touching me like I want and need to be touched, I only know that I feel needed and wanted and most of all, loved . I have all the main requirements that make me love to escape into the dark and make love to this man who wants so desperately to make love to me. I forget that I am not only young, but I am young at heart and boy, does my body still work!
Truthfully, I do not know what it means to be really obese. Whereas, I am no longer a hundred twenty-five pounds, I am now a larger size 14 (or larger). Physically, I am not hard to look at, but I speak for all the over-weight, who still ?clean-up good? (as they say in the south), women of my peers.
I am truly a force to be reckoned with, in my own little mind. I am who I want to be when I am making love in the dark.? After all, just for tonight, I am flexible, beautiful, sensual, and going after what I want and what I need, ?cause it?s my time to shine!
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